It is common to hear about how it is one’s duty as a Christian to disciple new believers. But what are the qualifications for being a Christian? What about for being one who disciples? It is though the emphasis is put upon another. And this is done while neglecting the importance that one is teaching one in what one aught to be taught in. It is taught that to be a real Christian, one must disciple; rather than saying: “Until you become a Christian, you must not disciple another.”. Remembering the words: “If a blind man leads a blind man, both will fall into a pit.”. Or even,”unless it is your gift to teach, do not presume yourself able to disciple”. Now we can safely say that in order to be able to disciple, one must be a disciple. How is one able to disciple, when they themselves have yet to become one? This , I believe occurs rather often and goes unnoticed.
Let us imagine a new believer, or one just becoming acquainted with Christianity, hears : “If you’re a Christian, your duty is to make disciples out of all peoples”. Let’s also suppose that this one is diligently studying the scriptures at the same time he hears this. He reads:” If you hold to my teaching, you are really my disciples. Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free”(Jn.8.31-32). He see quite clearly that what he needs is Jesus’s teachings so that he can hold to them. He inquires of other believers about what these teachings might be. But what he keeps on getting is, ” to fulfill the Great Commission”. He is quite uncertain what this means and it appears that there are a variety of opinions on the subject. He is very confused about all this talk of evangelizing, and none of being like Christ. So he returns to the scriptures. He comes upon a certain passage that startles him:
A man with leprosy came to him and begged him on his knees,” If you are willing, you can make me clean.” Filled with compassion, Jesus reached out his hand and touched the man.”I am willing,”he said. “Be clean!” Immediately the leprosy left him and he was cured. Jesus sent him away at once with a strong warning: “See that you don’t tell this to anyone. But go, show yourself to the priest and offer the sacrifices that Moses commanded for your cleansing, as a testimony to them.” Instead he went out and began to talk freely, spreading the news. As a result, Jesus could no longer enter a town openly but stayed outside in lonely places. Yet the people still came to him from everywhere(Mk1:40-45)
The man reflects upon this and says to himself:”Even though the people still came to him, the man who had been cured aught to have obeyed the Lord. Why did the Lord ’strongly warn’ the man to not tell anyone, but to do the thing that he aught to do in accordance with the law?” Recieving no clear understanding about this, he reads on.
He then stumbles across: “Woe to you teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You travel over land and sea to gain a single convert, and when he becomes one, you make him twice as much a son of hell as you are”(Mt23.15).
Now the young man is terrified. He sees what appears to be a contradiction between what the preacher says and what the Teacher says. So he thinks about leaving the church. But wait a moment! Not far behind the stressing of that great commission, he hears: “No one can be a Christian outside of community”. Now he is even more confused and disturbed. He wants to do what the scriptures tell him to do.Â
It was from out of darkness that the Lord called him. Of that, he is most certain. The Spirit impressed on him that he should go to the family of believers. And so he went. The Lord told him,” These are my people”, and the young man believed Him. But look where he has found himself. He wants to go, but he knows he must stay. Why? Because the preacher said so? No. Because God told him to. But they do not seem to be for the same reason. The One says: “Stay”. The other one says: “Stay”. The One speaks out of darkness. The other, on stage with lights shining upon him. The One, he knows is perfectly good. The other, at best a good man, at worst an impostor. Who is he to trust? Does it even matter, since both are saying the same thing? Of course it does, because both have a great deal more to say; and they are not all the same thing. So he chooses to stay. But he is certainly none the more at peace.
So the young man attempts to share his experiences and thoughts with others. He tells them that he does such and such because God told him to. Then his ears hear the most terrible words they have ever heard. “Did God really tell you to do that? How do you even know that it is God that you are hearing?” Oh, the most dreadful utterance that has ever been spoken to man. From the serpent all the way up until now. Terrible! More terrible than any threat that could be made upon one. More terrible than any pain that one might have to endure. He is now certain that he must flee. But, no. God tells him to stay. Stay? But why? Because God tells him to do so.    Â
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